Dr. Nicolas Kokoris

There was a time not that long ago when I would have said it was my relationship with Rae, or the loss of that relationship. I think I've resolved myself not to that realization that what we had was never anything more than a diversion from the grim realities of what we were experiencing on a day to day basis.

It wasn't easy for me to accept that things were over between us. Not only had I fallen in love with her, but, I had given up everything for her, my practice, my home. I'd even left my country to be near her because of something that I had believed existed between us, only to spend countless sleepless nights wondering how I could have been so wrong when I discovered everything she'd led me to believe was a lie.

So, what about now? I've moved beyond what I know I can never have with Rae. It's funny really, since entering into working full-time with Mediecins Sans Frontieres, my nights are spent thinking about my work more than anything, wondering how I can make conditions better in whatever place I happen to be working at any given time. If I were honest though, more often then not, I find myself too tired to lay awake, and I think that's what makes work like this worthwhile.

Muse: Nicolas Kokoris
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